Thursday, June 29, 2006
late for skool as usual today... i serioussly think im gonna get my red invitation letter soon.. i hope i dont coz i dowan to dissapoint my parents... they have placed their hopes on me bt i don tink this is hw i shud repay dem.... im sorry mon n dad .... i'll werk harder frm nw on.....
the mbw lecturer was kind enuf to mark my attndnce , even though im late she gave me a chance n let me off this time bt wonder hw many times more ill b let off if i continue like this??.. if it was nt for her, i wouldnt hav passed my mbw, she guide me until i understand... im quite shocked to noe i passed too, its like i given up hope on dat topic ... i guess i've been given a second chance... i hav a feeling dat my peers r quite shocked of my test results.. for a person dat often came late n nva listen to lectures in class, achieving this kind of results r quite a shocker... talking abt being shocked, i was given my own shock wen i read ai chia's blog.. well, i do get a good laugh though .... she said i might b gay !... hahaha .... its nt dat i gt something against dem bt im straight okay!... lol... ai chia, mebbe u shud try me out to c im gay anot... hehehe... i hope u wont hate guys animore coz nt all guys r wad u think they are... :)
8:42 PM
Wednesday, June 28, 2006
i seriously need to change.. for the past week , i've nva been early for lectures.. god knows hw bad my attendance is bt wad can i do??... even wif good results bt bad attendance is no point!.. haizzzz.... its like im nt even motivated to go skool.. hw i wish sumone special would give me a wake up call evryday n im sure ill b fully awake wen i hear her voice... bt will the day ever come?? ... sometimes i do feel lonely at times... with the stress im burdened with, i really wonder hw much longer i could hold on ..
8:32 PM
Saturday, June 17, 2006
im dissapointed in myself.. the tournament didn go as planned like i want it to. I guessed im nt prepared enuf bt its okay... coz ill be back nx year!! ....
9:36 PM
Monday, June 12, 2006
Haven been updating 4 awhile... been busy the whole week working but i guess i enjoyed evry moment of it... frm the different kind of people i met to the the time bowling wif all my frens during werking hours, i guess its worth the time although going back home almost 4 am evriday... well, today is the day i guess.. the ferz day of the National Age Group bowling championship.. i guess this is the stepping stone to my bowling career.. been trainin for this for quite some time n my expectations r quite high for this.. i hope to make my parents proud by gaining something from the tournament... although im nt staying wif them nw, i do miss them a lot.. i hope things would get back to normal soon... well 4 nw, my focus nw is to perform on the tournament.... wish me luck i guess.....
4:03 PM
Sunday, June 04, 2006
i guess this shud b the life changing event of my life... i wanted to started this long ago but i guess its better late than nva... theres many reasons 4 the birth of this blog... i guess the main thing is to keep it as a journal of my life ... so that i could reflect on wad i've been doin so far... its a shame though i didn manage to record some of the life changing event that has breezed through me .. all thats left is juz memories, memories dat i cant possibly remember throughout my life, thus recording it is the only practicle way.. as they say, we only hav a lifetime and not appreciating it is a waste....
10:15 PM
