Thursday, September 28, 2006
well, its been ages since i last updated... i guess life still goes on despite all dat has happened .. i hope through all this, i will b a bttr person ... for a start, the new term is actually more stressful bt i guess it doesnt matter to me... ill still b late as usual n lectures are attended juz for the sake of attendance ... its ironic coz, im really nt sure wad is the purpose of life... i really felt lonely at times bt wad to do rite?... life is full of ups and downs bt i guess mine is to the downside.... i really miss my parents, i hope they r doin fine... im sorry mon n dad, i think i've let u 2 down ... i very much want to go back bt i donno hw to face u... im ashamed dat im so weak., ego has destroyed me... i guess the best remedy is juz to let it all out, i've been keepin all the sadness to a point dat its really too much for me to handle.. shud i come back??... i guess only time will tell ... i need the motivation to study!!!...
12:01 PM
Friday, September 22, 2006
its been ages since i last post something.. coz theres nothing much to write over the past week.. nothing exciting happened and i guess im pretty much the same old person.. i felt much bttr nw after the whole episode thingy wif her.. i guess we did the right thing dat day.. we much more or less iron things out.. its ironic hw a short chat on the msn could change evrything.. i hope i made the right decision... a decision though hard to swallow bt i know its the best for evry1... i guess in life, u hav to make certain sacrifices and this is juz one of them... for nw , moving on wif life is wad i ought to do... forgetting the past and look forward for the future ..
8:31 PM
Tuesday, September 12, 2006
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WHeEEE... finally gt my hair done today, i guess im quite satisfied on hw it turned out ... after so many years of curly hair, my hair is finally straight!! ... hahaha ... well, i noe i should hav done dat a long time ago bt i seriously don hav the time man... haha ... kinda strange ar , i used to hav straight hair wen i was young den it suddenly turn curly... im juz puzzled as gt this auntie says dat the chinese beliv dat curly hair guys are naughty??.. haha ... i tink its nt dat true after all right??.. i bet my friends don find me naughty at all .. right guys??? ... lol ... hw i juz wish holidays are more fun!!! ... someone please ask me out!!.. im soooooooo boooorrEEEEDDD!!!... ahahahah... :P
9:40 PM
Monday, September 04, 2006
hw ironic could it be?.. hav i hung on to false hope?.. man, i juz hate diz feeling... i guess its juz time for me to spap out of it.. of the 3 guys she could hav chosen, do i even deserve a place dere? ... haiz.. i hope time could heal all wounds.. i juz hope dat my bro will really cherish her if she would choose him coz i noe his love for her would b greater than mine..
1:06 PM
