well, its been ages since i last updated... i guess life still goes on despite all dat has happened .. i hope through all this, i will b a bttr person ... for a start, the new term is actually more stressful bt i guess it doesnt matter to me... ill still b late as usual n lectures are attended juz for the sake of attendance ... its ironic coz, im really nt sure wad is the purpose of life... i really felt lonely at times bt wad to do rite?... life is full of ups and downs bt i guess mine is to the downside.... i really miss my parents, i hope they r doin fine... im sorry mon n dad, i think i've let u 2 down ... i very much want to go back bt i donno hw to face u... im ashamed dat im so weak., ego has destroyed me... i guess the best remedy is juz to let it all out, i've been keepin all the sadness to a point dat its really too much for me to handle.. shud i come back??... i guess only time will tell ... i need the motivation to study!!!...